And now, here's to another six weeks of I CBA.

I admit, half term used to seem a bit of a boring prospect. Maybe a party to look forward to and nothing for the rest of the week.

And now, i'm sat here, having had an absolutely STONKINGLY GOOD half term, at a bit of a loss cause i've now got to go back to college and endure another six weeks of it ¬¬

And then OHMYBLOODYGOD it's christmas D:

Which is fooking scary.

Couple of not so amazing revelations for you:

- I have no idea what i want to do.

- I think i need to drop out of college and take a year, do a job somewhere and a bit of self discovery, go back come September next year.

- My family would kill me if I did though

- I think I grew up too quickly, matured far too fast. Now I want to slow down and break down a bit, take the chance to mull over what i couldn't before

- The best things in life, aren't things

- People judge way too quickly

- I am possibly the most insecure person I know

- The world seems to be spiralling a bit, and no-one seems to actually group together and help.

- But then that goes for most situations doesn't it?

I want to leave.

Ed, lets go on that trip. And not come back?